And a really bad drug problem. I strongly encourage this individual to seek intensive drug rehabilitation. It would make me almost not-quite sad for almost a tenth of a second if we were to read an article
"Flamboyant Fruit of RapBattles.com, nicknamed "Alphabet", found dead with heroin needles in his arms and anus"
Your self-destructive ways must cease. I know I have made the analogy of a snake swallowing it's own tail, but in your case the snake put on human teeth dentures and is chomping away at it's own tail and devouring itself ravenously. See, your meth may be fun when you use it, but look at what it's done to you.
You weigh so little now that you could fit into a suitcase and the woman who owns the suitcase wouldn't tell if not for the fact that you reek of urine, failures, and dead hopes. Every time you shoot up, another one of your ambitions becomes an orphan. Every time you drop to your knees to perform a certain service for a rock of crack, one of your dreams drops to it's knees with a knife to the back. And every time you're on the communal mattress in your tenement taking a cock to the ass.... well, that's just disgusting you dick dracula.
So here is me, The Ultimate Hero, The Great Father, asking you to please put down the glass dick (and the real one you're also holding that isn't yours) and stand up. Stand up, walk away from your self-degrading life, march right into a drug rehab clinic and demand that you get the best treatment available for your overwhelming addiction. I mean, you made a thread looking for the best phones to steal to fuel your addiction... haven't you hit your low point yet? I know in my recent battle I told Cai that he likes to set the bar low, but you're on all fours trying to snort blow off of that bar.
Get some professional help, and get it now. I mean right now.