After all we have been thru! .. this is what you do ?..
the 3 visions of life.. in a complex state of mind..
Edicius
the pain was lethal, but not hers to decide..
the wound was there ..deep down inside
so the cicatrice did not show its sign
failing to align & she could never define ..
getting marked by unjust severity behavior
playing games she couldnt play..
her face was showing disapproval
.. in a disparaging way
& all those incidents
..turned into accidents from from past till present..
time will tell, that her time with him wasnt that pleasant
Dev
Day 1, day 20, how many do you wanna add
I’ve got plenty of emptiness inside of these rags
Sadness bags my mind, I’m confined within a prism
Designed by my mistakes and my lack of wisdom
too many days not listening, and missing her point
Now I’m reminiscing, instead of still being join’d
All I did was disappoint, fight, incite alotta pain
couldn’t refrain, my temper ever, it always came
I Never thought before, It just boiled in my veins
its strange, cause…
I never hurt him, just rage ruled my brains
And it only happened with alcohol in the frame
2 years later…
I remain the same, my feeling haven’t changed
But 1 thing has… he has forgotten my name!
Bigg E z
Chest ripped open, The feeling of being on Trisha
Every time i saw you walking holding hands
..Him with ya
The pain i feel, heart bleeds in an instance
While the druming of it speeds up like Mustang pistons
` How the fuck could you do this to me`
..Thinking out loud
I wait for it to heal but the pain's just unsound..
The years that passed from this, I never asked for this
The scar around my heart is what the axis of evil is..
..I love you still to this day, but it hurts to admit it
The scar wouldn't fade, only turn gray with your assistance ..
fuck you turned gay for?!
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