i can not beat myself
i reach but no higher will my fingers touch tha stars
for i have reached and felt
tha tear of a God drip from tha heavens
i have watched and pondered
but no answer will penetrate my senses
i move through, instead, into my soul
but it is too dark to see
thus...i walk blinfolded and hit my heart
but it beats no more
as i walk tha path imbedded in my mind
tha shadows move and dart
and they tear open my thoughts to reveal myself to myself
i do not understand
will you help me?
i don't believe you will as i watch through my deep portals
known as only "eyes"
but my eyes are shut
thus i turn around to walk straight back through tha veins
until i reach my limit
then i melt into myself and am once again...
REBORN...