I awake, but I'm lonely~
Tha image of ya body laying next to me is forced into my mind, carved into my soul, imprinted onto my heart~
I lay there motionless and mute, but my emotions are loud, running throughout my body~
I can hear myself get overwhelmed to a state of emptyness, being alone and un~comforted~
Silence Breaks tha room~
I try to feel my heart to see if it stopped but I'm motionless and in a state of tranquility~
My eyes are open but I see darkness surrounding me~
Am I blinded? I try to reach for tha light but I'm paralized due to tha depth of emotions burning internally...
My minds in rotation...categorizing and storing this pain, anger and hurt that contaminates my way of life...My soul formulizes slowly until it brings back forgetten sins and feelings transformed, then chopped up as part of gods plan...
My fingers slowly re~gain conciousness as my pen begins to leak knowledge and experience, rapidly healing my body bringing it back to life.