I loved my dad to fucking death... you’re not going to put that on me too
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But how did he know my cell phone would be back in 3 days. I do feel like someone intentionally put him down.
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I saw... thank you but still I’m feeling like them bitches and their family more than me and mine. I don’t deserve to get bitched down either and it feels like and the last 8 years has been EXTREMELY abusive when they come in and refuse to leave. Being forced to kiss my hands and giving myself dirty looks in the mirror is what’s making me so sick!!!!!
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Idc whose zone it is leave me alone!!!!
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All they do is threaten and beat me away from my ties...
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How the fuck are they going to tell me who I go to or reach for... I believe the exact phrase was “don’t even try to go back there” ... nah I’m going to and we are going to figure this all out cause I heard you’re supposed to get what you give and shit and be protected when hurt too.
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Someone really popping my ear and tapping me no matter how much I tell them to leave me alone too right now... everybody just think they can straight fuck with me or do what ever the fuck they want to me!
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Yes my first one ;o(
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But I have to want to be with you back ASSHOLE
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No!! And NOTHING is going to change my mind.
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I’m not desperate... that last thing I want is a man right now ESPECIALLY with strangers on me. I have to secure my own self first.
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Like sometimes it feels like abort mission they’ve already gone too far. And like this? Hell no... but if you know how to fix me so I can be safe and myself again. Like imagine what that feels like to be slept like that and do shit and not even know it. And I have to trust god again every day and then something like that picture happens again and nah mother fuckers people like you aren’t going to keep me hostage.
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Then here goes this bitch trying to act like shit was switched and I wasn’t me!!
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And yes I should talk more here with people who do understand and can help... hopefully. I don’t want to get you all in trouble either if we’re not supposed to talk.
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I’ll try to chill and be normal and compose myself but that’s going to be really hard to do feeling like and hearing them and being kept in a zone that makes me vulnerable and sick.
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Pac... why were you yelling that at me? And yeah they do have me confused when I feel like I can’t trust you either. Like... it feels like everyone hates me and I’m just trying to explain myself cause I really can’t understand why.
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I don’t know how the stupid bitch or her family got attached to me