A Disciple's Thread

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yall always got me

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Sold my ring for $20

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He believe the streets more Han me

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It’s my mental illness that I don’t get along really with anybody anymore

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I’ll catch up on these videos now and my dad right… writing makes me smile too

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That limp biscuit hot and applicable too

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i got to see limp bizkit live their dope

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I didn’t and wouldn’t do that but you know… maybe that’s their karma - I wasn’t even around and heard about from my ex

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Sorry but not sorry… you know

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Don’t let them set him up and twist him out though… I still would take the stand for him if they do try to set him up

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What ever they did or lied about he switched up on me

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Now I’m scared again… without him type but I will stand on my own two

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I lost my peace and comfort so please nothing on the twitches or feeling icky in my own skin again

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Don’t go extra

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In fact I pray they don’t go at all

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My job asked me to take a leave… and I do want to finish school so I’m going to try my hardest to… but right now I just want to lay down and die

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I don’t understand why everyone switch up on me

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I kept my promise… so it’s hurts even more

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I don’t want to go thru this again. Make them stop because I have no defense

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Trying hard not to drink… my whole family sober and they on my ass too

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Hurt as hell and sad as fuck and good idea to get the camera on the door bell

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Part of me hope he still in it for me… but that’s the part of me we both hate - I’m learning how to not forgive

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I’m the one to feel pain when I didn’t even do anything wrong?

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I’ll never understand that part though

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Get them out of and away from me… Kev the one that should be in fucking jail - that’s who I was talking about in my closing

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I don’t have that type of money for this amount of alone time… but I’ll figure it out

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I’m too sad to listen to Em right now… idk how to be strong though

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So scared I’m shaking again… like when I had to imagine a white roof to be safe the first time I lost my god

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Nah cause on kylash side at least I get a fade but on this time it makes me retaieded when they do it

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On this side*

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And then I have this bitch acting like my body and soul just her test dummy

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I don’t want to live in their world… I want to go back to mine

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Please make them stop fucking with my head and phone

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Nah… now I know what you were talking about when I beat that bitch down on your lawn.. yeah… get me out of it cause I didn’t do shit to no one

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[A Disciple]

Nah I’m not out for blood again… I’m just dead again… mad I even trusted and tried

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I want to focus on my daughter even if she is half them

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It made me smile and I do love him.., I just don’t want to see him until I graduate cause he don’t understand what pain do to me mentally and physically and I even told him I can’t fight while going to school and he just do it again

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I need to face the reality that he don’t love me either

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Now my face is in EXTREME physical pain… make them stop

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Thank you… but I don’t understand how someone get your body when you didn’t even give them permission to

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I thought my God was back

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And then I saw real quick like nah that’s not my god - AT ALLL

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[A Disciple]

Fire… made me smile too… I’m a write soon

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my cheshire cat candle made me smile

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lets write another verse
you pick the topic

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