Honestly



If I had to make sense of all the visions
Reminders of my division
I’d say you said come on pack your bags it’s time to leave
Stuck in a way cause you know how easy my heart believe
It wasn’t disrespect for the thanks for the shout out and move on for
It’s just I know your class and cast of my shadows doubt
Why would I ask for anything more?
And when it was on the block, it wasn’t for a consulting spot
My bleed for it really is for some an only way
And I can sit here and run down the list of what I’m not
But what I stand for thru actions has more of a say

I don’t want to play…

Song’s chorus play…
“If you want to stay etc… “


At night when I lay my head down it can be for hours or I be out like a light
It’s not an appetite that slowly devours, it’s more like imbedded in me to fight
For most, it’s just a basic right.
And for the rite… I can’t understand
I never was the type to ever demand
“No Love” is what I would play when I was lost to remember my fire
But I found most things weren’t worth the cost and in reality only desire
You know some would say even family be worldly?
I snatched my own dishes out the kitchen and put them on the porch…
Something only we can laugh about hysterically
But I still wouldn’t trade that for the Porche

Songs chorus play…
“If you want to stay etc… “


Everything I ever wanted I found out I already had
So I woke up so happy and expecting a dream which later turned so sad
And if I had to tell you honestly, cause even you know I eventually always do
The liar in me, a long time ago I outgrew – just sitting here waiting for them to too