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    Dear Pac

    Pac why nobody writing to you?
    Next to me yelling or chasing me out of the room
    He got busted that night and I learned to stay away
    So who is that voice interrupting me when I pray
    E 125th telling me Im a be alright
    So why tonight am I still losing the fight
    Im not even sure if I can trust you anymore
    I heard the rumors, they saying I'm some coke whore
    How he don't even care, it really wasn't a bluff - was it?
    I guess being unprepared mostly does it
    I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard and it feel like god don't even care
    When I went on to check and he wasn't even there
    I couldn't do anything but stare
    You told me he didn't care
    I didn't wanna wake up even though it was curry
    I heard, heard I died, said ok and rushed in a hurry
    I didn't survive them shots
    Cause after shit just got worse
    And I'm so sick of living the side of the cursed
    How they can make me feel so sick this easy
    Tapping and tracing and posing I rather be back where the Ds be
    I ain't scared of jail no more...
    The pain, the physical pain I get practically every night
    Back then I'd shake it off and said I don't care I was with god when they'd make fun of my plight


    Even my God left me, I can't understand anymore
    Yeah Pac, I was talking mad shit to satan banging down his door
    What we even here for?
    The hissing and tizzing the letting go of my wheel screaming
    Popping all this shit cause they heard I was a demon
    Then how that be my peace and comfort be gone
    I been said I'm not going to make it but I ain't even do no wrong
    I don't deserve that trick to lay in peace with one that hates me
    Or forced to live this sick shit while strangers debate how I see
    They have me in so deep I have no clue who to trust
    They trade my peace and comfort for pain and add addiction their must
    Talking about a good fella that catch a raw deal
    What the fuck am I even still here for, really my real


    I know God is listening I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard
    But I never get what I ask for ever since I shot down in that yard
    Not that I ever really did before, on our side we don't get what we need
    Only what is going to hurt more
    And I don't even know how I'm a sleep now
    Like always just when things get better, we just on the reverse - how?
    Right now I could give a fuck about this earth
    And I'm tired of them degrading my self worth
    They swear its so easy and I'm so quick to forgive
    How much longer God do I have to live

    I'll never get over them raping me
    I can care less about them taping me
    I guess it's for the weak cause I just can't get past it
    Then to add the extra right after I blasted it
    I ain't ever get a friend, or anyone to understand me
    And I'm starting to realize its cause my birth dads family
    Well he's dead, and pac you are too
    I don't care if I have to do it by myself, conviction on this genocide past due

    So tell them keep laughing and proving all that you can do
    I don't feel so stupid, virgin is sacred in our blood - so what? Es tu and fuck you then too
    Maybe the pattern was just repeating the first
    I never had to care less over more but nah I ain't them tricks quenching their thirst
    I'm so confused I thought at first finally it all made sense
    But he never came back for me and I been fucked up ever since
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    Re: Dear Pac

    I was just waking up and read back... if I can't die can I just be insane again?

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    Who the fuck woke me up like and to this?
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    Re: Dear Pac

    Dear bitch, who is swelling my face, sticking pins in my eyes, on my body still trying to trick me and doing sick shit to me, etc. The snake was classic, screaming in pain while you watched. Or that butterfly on the door for 3 days. My dad knew my phone would be back in 3 days, so I assume he knows who you are too. The end.
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    Re: Dear Pac

    This is like crazy, and in my world crazy is a good thing. I am so lost sometimes when I read your rhymes I truly am. But in the confusion there is some dope rhymes, you have the passion to be here everyday writing but I feel u can produce way smoother way doper rhymes. I dont even know if this is a rhyme or just how you were feeling. I liked this line "He got busted that night and I learned to stay away
    So who is that voice interrupting me when I pray" this is an awesome line I know u are capable of great things show us the greatness inside and keep it more smooth and make us understand what u are writing as I want to understand it

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