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    My Life

    My Life


    ďYoure bipolar? My mom bipolar too. Turn hereĒ

    ďYou sure youíre mom at work, there are no cars hereĒ

    ďShe hereĒ

    He got out and turned back around real quick
    bang bang bang

    (...)
    Intro singing

    (Read over the rap parts)

    I used to say 5 prayers every morning
    Down to 2, 3 when the dessert starts yawning
    I didnít fight for me, I did it for you
    I did it for 2, I didnít do it to get thru
    Went back for the hood when I forsook all the glory
    Got left for dead in the hood now Iím telling another story
    I still swear there are diamonds down here and that view will never change
    Eyes wide shut walking for a third time ducking bullets like a target on a shooting range
    Jesus pieces are just idols to remind us
    And the elder be angels who get pissed and come down and find us
    Peep that red eye so you know what Iím spitting is real
    And maybe when I can admit it I will finally feel
    Instead of acting and on best behavior
    He ainít ever grant me shit, not even this last favor
    Iíve been in the darkest corners, been in bars with bass to my voice
    And I donít have a side while they assume I get a choice

    (...)

    Four hoods surround me, everyone who see it wanna take them away
    But then whoís gonna watch you all until I finish what I came here to say
    Walking head down Iíll never bow to a stranger again
    And in this life I ainít ever even made a real friend
    But Iím never out of bounds even when Iím acting out
    And god canít hear me, only when I shout
    No doubt
    And I can spit game, I couldíve taught you all a lot
    But I ainít trying to help either -/- you either with it or you not
    And Iím sick of the bitches just begging to get in
    Remember that line ďjust trying not to sinĒ
    Iím not helping you all survive cause most people donít deserve it
    Who am I to say one day whether or not someone earned it
    My heart is solid donít you dare play me for a bitch, Iím with 2
    And I donít know how or why
    I ainít scared anymore but thatís only when Iím alone with a silent crew

    (...)

    Pac never left me and Iím still spitting at biggie
    I donít know why Iím so mad I just know that gun is all 50
    Cause I donít know how to shoot
    I ainít the type to ever loot
    Iím not the type that wanna see someone suffer
    Iím just the type that you canít think of another

    My mind fucked probably when I got ptsd out in mb
    I guess they assume itís all good when they recognize or assume about me

    Gmas prayer... Id memorize my favorite quotes on her cards and recite them as prayer
    And I never shot up, we shoot down on the yard in case anyone care
    Everyone assume like they just see a color
    I ainít ever been a mother
    I wouldíve never made that sacrifice not to be
    So donít tell me your advice when you think you see what you see
    And nah I ainít nice

    Not to everyone

    Thatís why I gave him the 22
    I just wanted peace and for him to say sorry and give it to you
    I wanted you to realize thatís where Iím from too

    (...)

    My life... my life... my life
    DISCLAIMER: the word faggot is not used to describe a sexual orientation but rather the action of acting just like a bitch! Sorry to anyone I offended! ~ CLA919

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    Re: My Life

    damn u got a deal?
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    Re: My Life

    @Blanc o I take you off block and see all you ever do is talk shit to me. What the fuck is your problem? Why you always up in here reading my shit for any way?

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    That's me when I got out the hospital 11/5 2014, I'm trying to let old patterns go but i'm just saying I never did figure out how to make strangers that don't know me, never met me, never even had a conversation with me to SHUT THE FUCK UP and stop starting fights with me - you don't know me bitch.
    DISCLAIMER: the word faggot is not used to describe a sexual orientation but rather the action of acting just like a bitch! Sorry to anyone I offended! ~ CLA919

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    Re: My Life

    Someone did perfect it... thank you! It's the song I put on when I'm upset still to this day.

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    The only thing is the 3 bangs in the begining - that IS exactly how it happened.

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    Dying was like dreaming too... I was having life flashes but when the defrib hit it would switch to a nightmare that I was in the bathtub getting my throat sliced and then waterboarded under the tubs faucet... then my laugh flashes... then the defrib hit again and waterboarded while my throat was getting sliced. I guess cause I mustve been gurgling blood. Did you feel or get nightmares about the defrib too? It's some of the reason why I joke like death was easy and it didn't even hurt - it was coming back to life that was so hard and painful.

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    The life flashes were ALL north myrtle beach 90-91... it's why I hold on even tighter besides the love I have for my family too. I just was really upset I didn't even know and feel like God was the only one that ever even wanted me to. I came home and just mad memories came rushing back...

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    Life flashes* As you see I'm still fighting ghosts that swear my body is OURS and not MINE

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    Yeah in the ambulance I woke up a second and heard the cop say I fell out the car saying me? shoe? trying not to laugh ... my step mom was real mean to me and it reminded me of conversations I'd have with my angels doing her dishes every night. Only I already had everything I needed that I bought myself - but I always wanted a family. Just I didn't know I already had one here and don't know if it's appropriate that I want them back?
    DISCLAIMER: the word faggot is not used to describe a sexual orientation but rather the action of acting just like a bitch! Sorry to anyone I offended! ~ CLA919

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    Powerful Lyrics

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    Re: My Life

    Thank you!
    DISCLAIMER: the word faggot is not used to describe a sexual orientation but rather the action of acting just like a bitch! Sorry to anyone I offended! ~ CLA919

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