Crash
-the days seem lonely

You got your heart,
that comes with a smile…
…that is adored with love.
It comes with a special…
… heart shaped box- of chocolates.
-that I want

Handled with care,
your emotions bring…
…a great joy to this world.
This feeling can’t seem,
to be put well in words…
…and with that said, even through actions.

I have such melted nightmares…
… a blanket of wet dreams.
Your sultry appearances…
… just waters me down, I cant stand no more.
-You have made me weak in the knees
I can’t explain this burden,
it’s like I have known you forever…
... and it’s only been two years.
-but we never talked
We would talk forever,
if only you felt the same way I do…
…about you and how you make me feel.
Sadly though you don’t,
so I hate to say this but ugh…
… our conversations would go more like this
“Blah… Blah… Blah”
-and that would only be me talking….to myself
Rejection isn’t hard for me to bare,
it’s the fact that you don’t hear me out
-that’s all I guess
Patience sits with love,
shedding roughly down hill…
…and looking out a window of tears.
Upon a balcony I shall not wait,
Nor will I traverse my emotions…
…By throwing pebbles, kindly at your glass floor.
Center piece my heart,
as another collection to your game…
… I give in while still in play.
My heart pounds like a tide of horror,
rushing ashore just to slap…
…the living “crap” out of the vulnerable rock.
-that sits alone waiting…just like me
Pass through the sand of time,
as if your finger was stuck on fast forward.
It’s ok… I have skipped a few chapters,
or more on risks that I take.
But why…..ARGH…why now,
do I struggle to do so…
…. I don’t get it how she controls me.
-that keeps me coming back for more
Is it the way your words,
gently brush against the hairs on my ears…
…that set a burning fire ablaze within.
WAIT NO… I THINK I GOT IT!
It’s the way your hair slowly floats,
among others that flop with care.
Slowly I grow tired of this benevolence,
that I share at ease with you.
-I am leaving now but not on a jet plane
A couple years gone,
and I come home with warm hands and open arms….
…yet your warm with another hand...
wrapped comfortably around your loving arms.
-farewell my fair maiden