I've lost everything in so little time,
feeling as if I've been running blind.
Sorry that I had too cross that line,
if I could, I would stop and realign.
Caught up in this repeating disaster,
wishing this pain would die off faster.
This is trust that could not last her,
so many questions I couldn't ask her.
I last heard you were crying a lot,
crying out the pain that couldn't stop.
I'd come over but your heart is locked,
your mind froze over like a broken clock.
With a passion too forget my existence,
if only I was smart enough to just listen.
You told me you wouldn't, I missed it,
I missed the truth & heard the bullshit.
It was wrong of me too accuse you,
it was wrong of me too abuse you.
I had the right too just choose you,
why did I decide to lose you?
You can keep your eyes shut,
but please just open your ears.
I have this pain inside my gut,
it's the awakening of my fears.
Appear before me with forgiveness,
I promise that I'll finally listen.
If your too deep to hear this,
than listen too my tears drip.
Here I am in lost and found,
you never came back around.
You've lost me.
The cracks in my heart split,
and now, in with a bullet.
The lighted world is now dark,
and now, out with the heart.