Thought Provoking-
I have never understood life.
It’s purpose, it meaning, it’s joys,
I’ve never understood that thing
Between girls and boys.
I’ve never understood why anything.
I have tried to understand faith,
Philosophy, belief, love and hope,
It all just seems wishful thinking
Illusions to help you cope
With a complete lack of meaning.
So here I sit wasting time,
Finding small distractions
Whilst waiting to die.
I pretend to care,
Pointless words and interactions
Searching vainly in ungainly life
For something of real value
But I find only one thing to be true-
All of existence
Our raging, our works, our world
is but a futile pretence,
And even love, our greatest treasure
Is but a foolish, fleeting pleasure,
And even heaven, should it exist
Offers no meaning only a catalyst
For further endurance of being.
So here I sit wasting time
With the greatest questions
But no expectations,
While waiting to die.
by, emunox