my girl

[ghostwriter]

i think of shyt constantly// u know 24-7//
shoulda done shyt properly// so i can meet my girl in heaven//
i find myself in a dark corner crying tears//
with all this built up anger, hatred and undying fears//
i just wanna knock every nigga out that steps in muh path//
step to me and feel my wrath// ill bitch smack you turn around and laugh//
cuz everscine she left this place// ive been nuttin but a basketcase//
eventhough i can't feel her warm embrace// my memories u can't erase//
close muh eyes and picture her face// cuz the love in my hear ya cant replace//
flesh ripped off like crust on bread// blood dripping pouring red//
heart broken and split in two// emotions unspoken with no construe//
nerves, and tendants all shocked and numb//heart still beating like a drumb//
what shale i become//a drunken old bum//stomache filled wit rum//
now im just an alcoholic stumbling down the street//
knowing that my life finished incomplete//
wit a 40 to my lips// and a picture in muh hand//
loading the clips//cuz its time leave this land//
if i can't live wit her// then i dont wanna breathe//
death is what i prefer//so aim for the heart and sheathe//
i wish i had a time machine//so i can visit the past//
ill go back to when i was nineteen//cuz that when i saw her last//
with her baby blue eyes// and soft blonde hair//
ohhhh the curves of her thighs//and bright blue stare//
i cant take it anymore
click goes the trigger as i cock it back//
barrel through the mouth like a midnight snack//
click click boom// goes my brains all over the room//
skull shattered like summin ud never see on a loony toon//
lying there dead// just another body//
hole in muh head// smoked out lodie dodie//
im out

[Civilized Rebel]

Y'know at first I figured this was just gon' be one of those laddy da love poem dealios that all seem a like most often.

Boy, was I wrong. This was some heavy and deep shit you got here. I mean it's like, wickedly disturbing. And y'know I know exactly where you be coming from on this, I've lost a loved one too and wanted to kill myself. It's painful.

By the way, where did you get that picture? I like it, but normally I only find anime that is that violent.

Mo-mentai.