Is this the end

Is this the End
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Nobody ever told me…

(After First verse)
Then the Chorus

Over next verse:

Thanks for letting me know it was only by your grace
Making me look like some sell out like I was the one 2 faced
Keep seeking
At least I still spit in their face
My fire inside doused by being bitched
But bitch you still can never stand in my place
I can’t even write feeling like them
Rather of been shot dead then dropped to this hell that I’m in
And that’s it? I’m artificially schizo for life?
And everyone let it cause they assumed I was the one living trife
Oh but wait, I have no right when I try to shine
Or I trip, like I wasn’t praying for theirs and not mine
Nelson taught me never to shrink
But they can make me so sick with a click of a button and make it so I can’t even think
How would you feel if a bunch of people demanded your life be devoted to them
And it’s everything your against, your worst nightmare, cause of their sin
Lost my family twice, hey, at least now I know
And I fall right into the enemies lies cause it all just looks like a show
I’m just waiting for my God to make their families let go
Cause every day ever since I woke up been torture
and I refuse to submit to some culture that isn’t even mine
And I can’t understand how My God even let them as they force me to share my body and mind
I wasn’t put here to suffer for these freaks
I can’t get peace and comfort in my own body and if I do for a second - I can’t again for weeks
Someone been refilling my dollar cause I know I sniffed more then a gram
but if I say that out loud it’d probably be my mama they’ll shoot instead of the ones I can’t stand

NO ONE EVER TOLD ME