corruption to desperation

corruptions of love begin to unbug loosing the hug that soils the blood/
life is crazier then it seems, specially when ya fill your void in life with drugs/
without the power to reach out, i freek out living life without happiness/
straight hates a question to the suggestion thats why we say shit happens/
substance abuse betrays my days with nothing but memories of my girl/
as she is the one that makes me wanna wake up as i fade away in this world/
i'd swear on my soul that without bad luck, with life i'd have no luck at all/
while depression has upped my diggestion for painkillers and alcohol/
when emotions that arent played straight locate the burning nature of hate/
like in life i was born to lose, now destiny is setting me up just to fail/
as living my life is just post poening the enternity im gonna spend in hell/
im tired of living my life, discouraged day to day always being so fuked up/
having so many of my friends cumming out the woodworks so suked up/
im dead to love, as i hate what i am and i happily give all this bullshit up/
at my walls, i endlessly stare as it isnt so rare that im pulling out my hair/
in a scare i isolated myself so deep into my thoughts, life has became a nightmare/
i feel dead to this society like my life isnt imaged to what people are buying/
mentally im crying, as i'd be lying if opening my eyes wasn't hope for you to appear/
as ive seen tradition burn the appreciation for love over the years/
breeding so many tears, faced with fear i dont even belive the image i see in the mirror/
for what hppiness is, God sends angels down to view human nature in doves/
How could ya ever wish hate on a person when we all could live in true love/

even though i sit here all alone and reminiscing on what for me never was/