It's been a while since I read a long poem... plus you were consistent through out the whole poem. I like how it flowed and gave me a smooth read, except for this part...
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the most complex way to walk around
myself
without let any of you
know.
^Shouldn't it had been "Letting" instead?
Anyways, your references and metaphors were creative for the most part, i think the Piece of mind/peace of mind word play was played out, so you could have done something different for that part.
There are plenty of parts that stood out to me in a very positive way:
Quote:
-only that i care all about how i look
to myself
through your eyes when i think it.
i'm not even good at being
a narcissist.
Quote:
i snort between the lines
because my sinuses are illiterate,
like the rest of the world
while i'm reading palms
hidden in my sweaty pockets-
Quote:
my hips have an autopilot,
that works horribly with my kamikaze hands
-that crash themselves into your body
when all i really wanted,
is just to hold
your
thoughts.
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-so i eat your kharma raw,
so that i never directly admit
that it was mine
in the first place.
^Dope lines there, creative and gave imagery with interesting concepts.
As for this...
Quote:
i know i'm:
an asshole
complicated
self absorbed
mature
immature
SO sweat
sexy
hilarious
hard to understand
perfect
older
anxious
but you:
are too nice
are simple minded
only care about yourself
immature
think you're so grown up
such a bitch!
not pretty enough
too serious
don't understand!
aren't the one
are too young
are too easy going
^I do like this part, but i think it was unnecessarily long. I would have preferred a shorter version of it with stronger words. This could have been a strong 4 lines.
Overall, i enjoyed this piece and i hope to read more from you.