In My Lifetime

Get at me

9 years old when I played wit a real burner
12 years old when I witnessed my 1st real murder
That aint no shit a kid supposed to see
I was scared for weeks - havin all of these fucked up dreams
Flashbacks from the scene - haunted me for like a million weeks
Turned in to months turned into years
That was the root 4 half of my fears - today I still see
But the vision changed ,Im seein' muthafuckaz standin over me
Damn!
I was 12 when I fucked for the first time
Her name was Courtney she was suckin dick on her very first time
Fell in love wit me cause I made her cum for the very 1st time
But her booty wasn't big enough so I cheated for the very 1st time
8 when I first got high - premature lips blowin the green
But that was the same year that Mr. Hall left the scene
What was I 'posed to do - my dad turned his back on me
My world came crashin back on me
11 when I got jumped - by some latino niggaz
Snuck up on me , I aint see those niggaz
Beat up and mad as hell I wanted to beat those niggaz
Shoot 'em up just delete those niggaz
Somethin like 10 - when I first rode in a benz
Saw my brother hustlin' gettin money - him and his friends
The interior felt good now I wanted some endz
I started to dream about ownin' some rims
13 years old when I fell in love wit my heat
A couple years before I fell in love wit writin' rhymes over beats
Saw my brother helpin' my mama jus to help us eat
The house was crowded so I decided to live in the streets
Saw my brother gangbangin' - I looked up to dude
14 years old I got put on -then I got my 1st tatoo
Became a B.G , they let me bust my 1st gat too
Big homies had beef wit a lil nigga they let me work that foo'
Fuck 'em up - they knew I would hurt that dude
Almost 15 when me and Young Trace stole that lexus
Got locked that was the year I got most of my stresses
Tryin to gangbang still didn't quite learn all of my lessons
After the jail time it only took a couple of seconds
Damn near 17 when I got back on the scene
16 when them bad dreams came back for me
Damn what a way they came back for me
5 shots to the body - his life taken tragically
I wish that wasn't somethin that I had to see
Now my brother gone who gon' look out for me
Moms was there but I had to look out for me
In due time I would get a loyal shorty to look out for me
I was 18 when I fell in love wit my Queen
I was used to hoodrats so she taught me how to be a King
Exposed me to things that I was just to afraid to see
Broke her heart once before but she still stayed wit me
6 months after that - I expressed my feelings
Tol' her we could be together if God was willin'
Share my world and my dreams of her barin' my children
Puttin' her in a big house wit Cathedral ceilings
She tol me look pass street shit and start pursuin' my rhymes
Do somethin' wit myself ... stop losin' my time
I tol her ' I aint neva been a rapper just a hood nigga that could rap'
She said ' A man wit a way wit words is more powerful than any nigga strapped'
I neva got out the booth afta that
Saw Pac's example and I aint need no proof afta that
So 20 years after my birth i'm in this booth provin' I could rap

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Judas Priest...
What A Novel.
It Was Good Though.
Imagery Was Good.
Nice Wordplay.
Few Multies.
Overall, An Ill Drop.
Keep Them Comin.

was ight.. keep elevating tho